Dec. 26, 1975 – March 27, 1999
From Alfred, Lord Tennyson’s poem “In Memoriam A.H.H.”
I sometimes hold it half a sin/ To put in words the grief I feel;/ For words, like Nature, half reveal/ And half conceal the Soul within.
But, for the unquiet heart and brain,/ A use in measured language lies;/ The sad mechanic exercise,/ Like dull narcotics, numbing pain.
In words, like weeds, I’ll wrap me o’er,/ Like coarsest clothes against the cold:/ But that large grief which these enfold/ Is given in outline and no more.
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I wage not any feud with Death/ For changes wrought on form and face;/ No lower life that earth’s embrace/ May breed with him, can fright my faith.
Eternal process moving on,/ From state to state the spirit walks;/ And these are but the shatter’d stalks,/ Or ruin’d chrysalis of one.
For this alone on Death I wreak/ The wrath that garners in my heart;/ He put our lives so far apart/ We cannot hear each other speak.
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The great Intelligences fair/ That range above our mortal state,/ In circle round the blessed gate,/ Received and gave him welcome there;
And led him thro’ the blissful climes,/ And show’d him in the fountain fresh/ All knowledge that the sons of flesh/ Shall gather in the cycled times.